A week of stories…

It has been a full week, and it culminated for me in two events on the weekend…both affiliated with St Andrew’s. The first was the Kairos Blanket ceremony on Parliament Hill, wherein people gathered to learn through interactive story telling, the history of aboriginal and non-aboriginal peoples of Canada. Participants are led through pre-contact, treaty-making, colonization and resistance periods.  Blankets play the role of the land while we standing on them, played the role of the Indigenous people. Waves of settlers and the influence they brought to bear on the native people of Canada was impactful when you play the Indigenous role, and watch as people are led away (off the blankets) because of a handshake or brushing of a Hudsons Bay blanket, that (inadvertently or deliberately) caused their death (smallpox, T.B.) or as others are led away to residential schools or reallocation sites,  leaving you (if you are not yourself led away) on a much reduced blanket.

We hear of our 150th birthday for Canada, and recognize that for ten thousand years our Aboriginal brothers and sisters have lived here on this land. And our thinking about the celebration shifts a little.

On Saturday St. Andrew’s hosted the Dr Bryce exhibit. A man of conscience who, in addition to his leadership in the field of Public Health (writing Canada’s first Health Code for Ontario, serving as president of the American Public Health Association and founding member of the Canadian Public Health Association) also worked as Chief Medical Officer for the federal government.  He played the role of “whistleblower”  and documented evidence of the rate of Aboriginal children who were dying in residential schools.*  (First Nations Child and Family Caring Society of Canada).

He reported the schools overcrowded, poorly ventilated and made it clear to the churches and Canadian government that children were dying at an incredibly high rate. He demanded a remedy, which sadly never came. His own career jeopardized and positions in the civil service blocked for him,  forced Dr Bryce into early retirement. He wrote in 1922 a book “The Story of a National Crime: An Appeal for Justice to the Indians of Canada” outlining the government and churches’ roles in creating and maintaining conditions that led to the death of large numbers of students.

Dr Cindy Blackstock spoke on Saturday to Dr Bryce’s courage and his own inspiration to her as an Aboriginal woman and Child Health advocate. She told us that she looked purposefully for a good person. She felt there must be good people in the world and if she could find one, there must be more. People who have the moral courage to stand up for justice for the oppressed when it is unfashionable and potentially self-sacrificing. Dr Bryce was such a person and she encouraged those of us attending, to unlearn or to relearn what we have been told about Aboriginal peoples and to learn the truth about injustices that still afflict their community and ours. (ie. the underfunding of Aboriginal children’s health care (compared to the average Canadian child) which insidiously in its inequity, intimates a lesser value/importance of the Aboriginal child. How knowing this, should incite us, as good persons, to fairness and to stand up for all children in our country. We recognize too,  the ongoing effect the residential schools and the forced assimilation of culture still has on the Aboriginal people today and their need for healing/health care, cultural renewal and ‘just’ hope.

Of course there is so much more to both of these events than I can write here… but on Sunday the sermon was about Pentecost.

James M. spoke at the Children’s hour and told us his story, about a moment in his young life when time ‘stood still’ for him and he felt touched / directed by the Holy Spirit to work with refugees. A story of mission.

Karen spoke about how stories make meaning for us in our lives..and  how who tells the story and how it is heard, matters.  That stories are powerful and some stories are hurtful to others and damaging beyond generations. That our words are gifts to be used wisely and carefully.

Unintentionally and intentionally our stories shape our thinking. Often another person’s story (perspective) can cause a shift in our thinking…and open our eyes to a truth not previously recognized.

Jesus used stories, like the Good Samaritan, to cause a shift in thinking of the people in his society to illustrate who in fact, is their neighbour. His uplifting of the Samaritan and his not uplifting of the priests who passed by, shifted the perspectives of the listeners, who may have had their own stories (stories that defended their priests’ actions to avoid the robbed man who had been left for dead on the road to Jericho. (ie. To touch a dead person could render the priest unclean and unable to serve his congregation in the temple). It was a shift in perspective to see themselves (as chosen people of God doing what they though religiously correct), being the unjust and the Samaritan as being the ‘good’ in God’s eyes.  

It was a week of shifting stories… of which I personally became more aware of how stories I have been told have stuck and have never been challenged. Stories that raised my society or family, or self…and perhaps inadvertently belittled another.  I am humbled by how powerfully these stories can limit and dictate my interactions with fellow humans (and creatures) and undermine both my and my community’s ability to love fully and justly in the world… .and I am glad that God’s story shifts the context and opens the mind to an alternate truer reality.

I would urge you to read up more about the Dr Bryce story on our St Andrew’s website and listen to the sermon from Pentecost Sunday and read about the Kairos blanket exercise on the Kairos website. I haven’t done any of them justice here…but if you read/listen to their stories, it may just shift your thinking about your own stories and those you have heard.

 Rev. Karen tied the Pentecost story (the infusion of the Holy Spirit on the people and the ability to speak in tongues recognizable to each other), into the idea of God’s story in the world. How barriers are broken through Christ’s death and resurrection so that we are free to be in the world and with one another in life and in hope.  And as was so eloquently stated in Vanessa’s post baptism blog (of a few Sundays ago): Jesus has freed us from cultural ties and has allowed us to all interpret love through His spirit.

I will continue to think on this… on my words and stories… and try to listen more carefully and intentionallyto other ‘tongues’, stories and perspectives.

Most importantly, I will immerse myself more fully in God’s Word and His story…and in it all, listen and pray for the Holy Spirit to make those appropriate shifts in me…that  move me forward as a Christian, responsive to God, in the world.

Diana B.


Please note the Peter Bryce Exhibhit will be on display again at St. Andrew's on Canada Day, 10am-2pm.

How do we do church?

How do we "do" church? How do we "do" Christianity?  These are questions I struggle with in a contemporary moment where a large number of community and social demands and opportunities offer potential for service, stewardship, and community building, outside of church on Sunday mornings.  This week, I missed Sunday service, and communion, to help plant the "healing garden" at CHEO.  An innovation by the CHEO Green Team led by Matt B., this garden is a wonderful space to contemplate and celebrate God's creation, where kids who are stuck in the hospital for long periods of time can enjoy respite and tranquility outdoors, and where kids and teens from the eating disorders clinic are taken to learn about good nutrition.  Vegetables from the garden are used in the hospital cafeteria's salads as well. 

So, this morning, I was planting seeds and seedlings, hands covered in soil and mulch, kneeling in the grass instead of sitting in a pew.  But it was a time and place to be grateful for, and steward, the natural world, and to serve the community.  I'm a committed and regular church attendee, but I do struggle, especially in spring and summer, with questions of where, in my life that is so full of work and family obligations, what activities and volunteer efforts best fit.  I'd be very interested in any comments about how and where we can "do" church inside or outside of sanctuary buildings.

Rebecca B.

All Things to All People?

Please be sure to scroll below for a second reflection on today's Sunday worship.


Today’s Sermon was centered around Paul’s first letter to the Corinthians, chapter 9 verses 1-23.

The New Testament clearly states that the model for ministry is our Lord Jesus Christ. The nature of our ministry is service. The motive for ministry in Christianity is love. The measure for ministry is sacrifice. The authority of ministry is submission. Finally, the purpose of our ministry is the Glory of God.

In the Gospel according to John, Jesus said, John 14:12 (NLT), “I tell you the truth, anyone who believes in me will do the same works I have done, and even greater works, because I am going to be with the Father.”

The greek word for works is ergon which means an action that carries out, completes, an inner desire (link). What Jesus is saying is that if we truly believe in Him, we will do exactly has He had accomplished and even bigger things.  This is the will of God the Father.  So before we accomplish the greater things that Jesus talks about, we need to first accomplish the exact same things he accomplished: demonstrating the Fruit of the Spirit. 

So what things did Jesus accomplish in His ministry? He first demonstrated the fruits of the spirit in His everyday life and in His character. Jesus always fully demonstrated the fruits of the spirit in His actions (Galatians 5:22-23).

Then, we are called to exercise the gifts of the Spirit such as wisdom, faith, healing gifts, etc. (1 Corinthians 12: 8-10). These clarify our purpose in life and who we are called to be and the type of responsibility we have as Christians to help build the Kingdom of God. Paul makes it clear when he says in: 1 Corinthians 9: Verses: 22-23. “To the weak I became weak, that I might gain the weak: am become all things to all men, that I may by all means save some. And I do all things for the gospel’s sake, that I may be a joint partaker thereof.”

Paul is showing the extent to which he is willing to sacrifice his life for the Kingdom. He is ready to try and fit in with different types of societies so that he may share the good news of the Gospel, even if it means putting his life on hold, just as long as he remains true to who is in Christ Jesus.  As Rev. Karen said, Paul says to consider fitting in for the sake of the Gospel. But, to not lose sight of whom it is we are called to be in Christ Jesus: Saints.  Paul identifies himself to be a servant of God.

In the same manner, we need to consider the world changing around us. We need to try and fit in without losing sight of who we are called to be. We need to try and make ourselves known as Christians in different communities by demonstrating the fruits of the spirit.

Also, we should consider accepting, not tolerating, different backgrounds especially in a diverse country in order to demonstrate the fruits of the Spirit. This will help us move forward with the gifts God has given us so that we may work for the Kingdom to come.

 Everything is worthwhile when we follow the will of God.  How do we stay true to God but still have an inclusive approach in today’s world? We can only do so but first demonstrating the fruits of the spirit in our actions before we go out into the world to do the will of God. We will only be able to approach the world, if we are confident in our understanding of the importance of the fruits of the Spirit and the role they play in our character building especially after baptism.

Today’s service included the baptism of a child. As a congregation Rev. Karen asked us if ‘we promise to raise the child in the love and knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ within the home and the fellowship of the church’. We all responded that we would. I remember sitting there thinking that, having a different background as the child, would somehow play a role into how I would approach the child to build a friendship, so that I could contribute in the upbringing at church.

I truly believe that our cultures influence our interpretation of friendship and fellowship. However, Jesus has freed us from cultural ties and has allowed us to all interpret love through His spirit. This would be a great example of how I would have to try and understand her cultural upbringing in order to approach her and assist her through life with the help of the Holy Spirit.

I would have to build some sort of trust with her family in order for them to be comfortable around me so that I may be allowed to share with her the Good news of the Gospel.  All in all, we need to find a balance between trying to be accepted by people and trying to stay true to who we have become in Christ Jesus.  

In my understanding of the good news of the Gospel of Jesus, the Holy Spirit is ready to guide us in the sharing of his word. However, the question is, do we demonstrate the fruits of the Spirit in our day to day lives before we go out into the world to accomplish the works that we are called to for?

Vanessa N.

Sunday, May 14

As numbers in various church denominations decline, there is one argument, one old chestnut there is oft repeated: "If only we didn't have so many denominations, our churches would be fuller! Our congregations wouldn't be in such peril!" The position really doesn't bear arguing, but it does reveal a latent belief that if only everyone else were simply willing to worship as we worship, and pray as we pray, and sing the songs that we sing, everything would be fine. There is silent blaming in that argument, make no mistake.

Leaving aside the ludicrousness of such a position, Paul's words in 1 Corinthians Craig read today are particularly prescient. As Paul writes, he became "all things to all people". Well, how can this be so? Did he quite literally take on other faiths, other cultures, other ethnicities, in order to evangelize? Or did he, instead, so fully embody his words from his letter to the Galatians - Now there is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male or female, for you are all one - that his capacity to appeal to and identify with the peoples he encountered became universal?

What Paul writes - indeed, what Jesus states throughout the Gospels and Paul expresses in his letters - is the immateriality of difference. Culture, division, "otherness" are not summarily erased through faith in Christ (clearly: there are at least three different Presbyterian denominations just in North America, let alone the myriad other denominations and churches across the continent and around the globe). But in Christ those differences are made immaterial to salvation. Jesus is the ultimate universal truth, regardless of the many aspects that unnecessarily divide us.

I've always hated talk of teaching people "tolerance". I don't want to teach tolerance. Indeed: I don't want to tolerate or be tolerated. I don't want to merely accept someone who is different: I want to embrace that difference, not as a source of division but as a source of glorious nuance and abundance. I find myself wondering if we, as Presbyterians in Canada, can honestly say that we are doing the same. Are we, as a church, seeking to "by any means save some"? Are we embracing the "wondrous variety" (as Morgan Freeman's character in Robin Hood so elegantly phrases it) God has painted into this world in so very many ways? And if maturity of faith is to be our very best self, are we ready to acknowledge that each self is, needs be, individual and unique?

In Christ, difference no longer means exclusion. In Christ there is therefore now no condemnation. 

Jew or Gentile.
Slave or free.
Male or female.
Or neither. Or both.
Political left or right.
Straight or part of the LGBTQIAA community.

Darlene M.

Called to be Saints

During the sermon, the understanding of the foundation of our faith centered on identity inspired me most. Understanding my purpose in life as a Christian is all about my understanding of who I am called to be as a Christ, a member of the body of Christ.

Paul makes it clear to us, that being followers of Christs means more than just attending church. He touches on the importance of the body of Christ. The community of saints, who are called to be ‘different’, special in the eyes of the world. We are called to reflect the image of the living God. 

I would really like to highlight the meaning of Holiness: set apart for something special. God wants us to be Holy. That is his intention from the start, when Adam and Eve were created.  It is our calling. We are made special. 1 Corinthians chapter 3 verse 16, really challenges our understanding of who we are as Christians by asking us if we truly understand how holy we have been made because of the blood that was shed by the son of God for us. 

I really enjoyed Rev. Karen’s attention to the communities during Paul times and how status shaped a person’s interactions in the community. The idea that Christ Jesus would come and challenge everything known to man is brought up in the way the church gathers. It gave me the time to reflect upon the way in which the church behaves today. I reflected upon the interactions I have at work. Working as a teacher in a Islamic Elementary school, continually makes me reflect on my beliefs and my behave. I continually ask the Holy Spirit to let Him live through me so that my life can be the testimony of his word. It’s very challenging to not be able to openly share the word of God. However, the Holy Spirit has made me understand that, it is not necessarily through actual words and conversations that I will testimony of his glory. But, it is in the way I interact with people that will set me apart to be a saint and a follower of Jesus. 

I’ve noticed that, since I have focused on the understanding of who I am called to be, a saint, I have been able to let the actions do the talking. Some kids will immediately say that I am not of their faith because of the way I interact with them. Some are curious enough to ask me questions about my beliefs. I came to understand that the Holy Spirit is the doer and that I am the follower and that is why my interactions at work illustrate the word of God. 

Furthermore, the way in which we represent Christ in our communities, relies on our understand of who we are in Christ Jesus. How do we as Christians, saints, embody the word of God, at work, in our thoughts, in our way of living? The Holy Spirit lives in us for a reason. He is there to guide us in our every step. He is the living word. 

When Rev. Karen, brought up the special tea cups that her friend took out every time they had lunch, it made me think about whether or not I set aside time for God in the same way. How do I set my life apart to spend that special time with God? How do I let God do? Rather than trying to manage my life with God. What things in my life do I set aside for God? That should be everything. We are called to give all of who we are to Christ, as saints, so that we may be made Holy and justified and blameless for judgement day. We are called to be glad in Jesus, as Psalm 40 verse 16 stated. Find the peace and the fullness of life in Christ and all the blessings shall be added on to us. The Holy Spirit lives in us to help us understand what it means to set aside your wisdom and to replace it with the wisdom of God so that you may be Holy. 

Thus, our faith is centered on our Identify in Christ as saints who are called to let the Holy Spirit live through us.

Vanessa N.

Sunday, April 30

Today is Music Appreciation Sunday and here at St. Andrew's we are triply blessed by our senior choir, our bell choir and our children's choir.  Through their gifts and the generous sharing of those gifts, we are lifted up to God so that we may more fully praise Him.  Today's anthem "Joy Is Come!" certainly did some spiritual raising up for me after slogging my way to church through what is hopefully the last sleet of the season.  With such a joyful noise ringing in my ears, how can I not see the rest of the day as a blessing?  

Rev. Karen spoke, in a different context, about the Spirit coming among them and giving them life.  To me, the ministry of music only enhances the work of the Spirit in providing a forum whereby we can express our infinite joy at knowing God through his son, Jesus.  And as Rev. Karen also pointed out, Jesus' forgiveness of our human weakness and our sins is definitely something to sing about.  So this week when you find yourself humming along to a favourite piece of music or head-bobbing with the car radio at an intersection, take a moment to thank everyone who brings the gift of music to you. Right now I'm humming one of my favourite hymns, "All glory, laud and honour to thee, Redeemer King, To whom the lips of children made sweet hosannas ring". Have a blessed, joyful and tuneful week.

Laura M.

Sunday, April 23

It struck me today when Huda said that the resurrection is not a one-time occurrence. We shouldn't mark it one day out of the year and then go on about our business as if it hadn't happened. We need to strive to see things through a "resurrection lens" because Jesus continues to live in our world. Even in the midst of darkness and pain, Jesus is here with us.

In trying to see our world today through a "resurrection lens", I was reminded of a great Presbyterian theologian from my childhood - Mr. Rogers. This quote of his often floats around social media when there has been great violence or disaster: "When I was a boy and would see scary things in the news, my mother would say to me, "Look for the helpers. You will always find people who are helping."

To me, this is one of the ways that Jesus continues to be alive and present in our world today - in us carrying out his work. This is how, I think, we can live as "Easter people" - at this time of year and always. The hymn we sang after the sermon - Come to us, beloved stranger - is one of my favourites. Such a lovely prayer - for Jesus to be with us, especially when we are broken, and for Jesus to make us a blessing to others. It is up to us to go out into the world and share the ever-present hope and joy of Easter.

Laura S.